Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Epilespy


Epilepsy- I HATE YOU!
Seizures- I HATE YOU!

Yep, It has been one of those days. I look at my baby boy (who just turned 5) and cry. Why? seizures- that is why? About 2 seconds after it starts till it ends- tears roll down my face tonight. I have to pull myself together. My boys think I am insane and I would never want them to know how much my heart is breaking because something is wrong and I can't fix it. Just one of those days? Maybe. So with that being said I talked to Austin's Neurologist tonight and we will be going to a specialist in Memphis soon. Till then I will put on my happy face and pretend my heart isn't breaking.

Bacterial Meningitis- I HATE YOU TOO!

Please keep praying for Austin.

3 comments:

  1. Praying for sweet little Austin! Praying for you too!!!!

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  2. Praying for Austin and you too Tabetha!! You sure do have some precious boys!!

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  3. I know you know I can relate. Christian doesn't have seizures, but I know what it's like to watch your son suffer as you stand helpless. And I also know what's it like to smile when you feel like you're insides are being ripped to pieces. I'm not sure what I can do to help. But I hope you know that you can ask me for help! I'm one of those people too, who doesn't like asking for help. But I also realize that I need help. I can't bare this burden alone, and I don't have to. And you don't either! Whatever it might be that I can help with, please let me know! Moms like us have to watch each other's backs! :)

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